EMILENE IS SO VERY BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. FEEL SO SLEEPY YET DONT FEEL LIKE SLEEPING YET. FEEL LIKE DOING SOME MEANINGFUL THINGS YET LAZY. TRIED PLAYING GAME YET EYES WENT BLUR SEEING ALL THE DIFFERENT COLOUR OF BLOCKS. WANT TO SING YET ITS SO LATE ALREADY im afraid i'll only lure other "ppl" to sing along with me. IM SO TIRED SINCE SCHOOL STARTS.. BEEN HAVING TONS AND TONS OF DREAM EVERY NIGHT AND ITS ALL SO HAPPENING. rui has been my dream listener for this whole week btw. haha!

hmm.. hope mrs heikal well.
i wanna be as tough as miss yati too.................... lol.
may god bless everyone. :)

tagged by JUS to do this thingy.. am quite free now, so do it lo~~~ :D

a.(list out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for)though its alrd over..

1. SCORE WELL FOR 'O' LEVEL! (<15pts)
2. all my loves one blessed with good health forever.
3. more money
4. no climate change. :(
5. improve my singing. HAHA!

b.(answer the following questions)

1.(the person who tag you is ...)
- justina~

2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)
- LOVE~

3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
- she's a pretty girl~
- she damn power at making ppl afraid of her.. lol
- SOT
- loves t see ppl kena pai seh. HAHA!
- every clothings seems pretty on her. grrr...

4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
- i guess she understood my terrible feeling for tt moment. and thx to her understanding, im able to be w my Mr Fung now. :)

5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
- wo liao jie..

6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)
- well, she's alrd my LOVE! :D

7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...)
- stay the same. tts e way she is isnt it?! haha!

8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
- *shakes head* no 'if'. never will.

9.(if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
- this question has nv pass through my mind.. SWEAR

10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
- i dont know why she wanna throw stones at no.8, but i'll help her. hahaha

11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
- straight forward person. i like. :D

12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)
- cat, violent, fierce, ...anything else? lol.

13.(the character you love of yourself are ...)
- optimistic? haa!

14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
- lazy.

15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
- myself. cut away the lazy part.

16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)
- thx all of u.. :) entrust ur care and likings to me. i'll be taking good care of them. and also because of u ppl's care and likings for me, i've learnt how to care n like ppl whom are precious to me adn they're you ppl.. :)

17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. Stella
2. Jus
3. Net
4. Evon
5. Rui
6. Evan
7. WanZhen
8. Iris darling~
9. OSK
10. JunZhi!

(who is no.6 having relationship with?)
- erm, she's single

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
- maybe not. they will forget to add raising flour into their cup cakes again. LOL!

(How about no.8 and 5?)
- they'll have to get to know each other first..

(What is no.2 studying about?)
- children!! early childhood~

(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
- ytd!

(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)
- erm... is there any? heh :/

(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
-1 elder bro

(Will you woo no.3?)
- if she dont mind i alrd have zk! haha!

(How about no.7?)
- need not. she told me she love me alrd.

(Is no.4 single?)
- erm.. no i think..

(What's the surname of no.5?)
- Lai

(What's the name of no.10?)
- jia jia liang teh! lol..

(What's the hobby of no.4?)
- erm.. trying out all kinds of new stuffs? haha

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
- you bet they are.. haha!

(Where is no.2 studying at?)
- np!

(Talk something casually about no.1)
- she sits beside me in class and tolerates my nonsense. she never fails to go crazy at least 3 times a day. she was the one who made me realised what am i doing to myself. she likes to smile to her phone...... lmao..

(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)
- no i dont need to try when the feeling comes naturally. :) love her like craaaaazyyyyyyy

(Where does no.9 live at?)
- in her lovely pig land near causeway! hahaha..

(What color does no.4 like?)
- i think she loves RED

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
- of course!

(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
- yes yes yes..

(How do you get to know no.2?)
- through no.3 =D

(Does no.1 have any pets?)
- she had hamster before..

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
- gosh! hell YES.. her dance~ kao! blood burst out of the nose..

yup.. so tts all~ haha. nights ppl.

oh well, tmr's the start of school. it applies the start of intensive revision too. there are some thoughts of mine suddenly. no big deal actually, but diary is for us to write out our isnt it? haa. so here i go:

- i wanna close the 3 extra ear holes.
- i want perfect eyesight..... i dont even wanna think of contact lense cos its as troublesome.
- i want my dark circles to gggggooooooooo aaaaaaawayyyyyyy...
- i want new school shoes.
- i wish there was a pill that can make ppl clever FOREVER~~~
- im totally not looking forward to tmr's school. i wish tmr is just the start of school holiday.

of course. the last 2 is impossible. =.= and this is my last year already. so i see no point in buying new shoes. waste money only. though its only 10$. haha! but hey. 10$ can buy me a day's meal k.. ohya.. one of my method gng on diet : think of saving $. eating cost $ you see. lol. but the outcome is... ... lol. my best way of slimming down 100%? for me that is. get very very very SICK. yes.. SICK. lol. in just a week, 2 kg gone. POWER EH?! haha. then frm there, maintain lo. dont eat. dont eat. DONT EAT! but once in a blue moon will have to reward myself? haha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ nowonder there is a saying 'xian ku hou tian' - first bitter later sweet. directly translated

and.. i've just created a new test. feel free to do. even euson done it and got.. 40%. lol!

so the reason i came to blog? if i dont blog now, the next time you see my post may be once in every 2 months. haha.

anyway, ya.. seriously i dont understand how is the feeling of loving family members. haa. maybe im too used to it? i dont know. i wont use the word hate either. maybe just neutral. when i see my friends say "i love mummy/i love daddy/i love my family" i wonder how should be the feeling of loving family members? most probably its due to the quarrels in the past that made me feel this way. i only feel irritated towards that fat ass pork brother. and distanced away frm mother. i just dont understand or know the love towards family anymore.

gng t play game for the last tme and off to sleep. =] goodnight ppl! and take care.. =D

yes yes yes.. im back to blog. i seem to be saying this sentence everytime i come back to blog eh. haa. nvm.

well, as for today, its been decades since i've played pool, and i went to play with rui n stella today~ sigh.. pool of the queen huh rui.. i won the last round finally which makes me the pool of the queen? hahaha. pool of the queen someone said this today. i dont wanna say who la hor.. lol.

so, went to buy groceries after pool. i bought the most. dont know why either. lol. and ya. back home then. and just in time to watch shen diao xia nu!! liu yi fei rocks!!

starting of this year, everytime i got home, somethingS in the fridge will be gone. and most of the time, its only the day before tt i saw the WHOLE PERFECT piece in there.
during the first week of holiday, i looked at my bro's report book and saw the part:
Weight for Height Indicator:
Severely Overweight ( ) Overweight (X) Acceptable ( ) and so on..

see the link? that bloody attention-seeker, bad tempered, self centered, noisy, thinks-as-if-he-knows-every-single-shity-thing-and-the-person-who-has-the-power-to-control-the-whole-world, irritating, disgusting, stupid, empty/shit/junk-minded, and finally FAT brother of mine keeps eating away MY SHARE of CHOCOLATES, SWEETS, MILK, BEVERAGES, and everything in the world that i like and love to eat! tell me im mean towards my brother. i dont give a damn. just dont understand why he gets hungry after every 1 or 2 hours. his tummy can be as big as a basketball or soccer ball or anything about tt size of a soccer ball and basketball. need not pump air at all

as i have learnt from fnn, all these junk food will cause the child to become STUPID! tt stats the reason for him to be getting bad results for his mid-year. i told my mother bout it. she said she'd stop buying those stuffs from now on. but she still continues buying them. I DONT UNDERSTAND EITHER. tell u what. he is NOT stupid from the starting. tell me about a child who gets band 1 for 2 outa 3 subs for pri 1 & 2 being stupid? and now seeing him so STUPID makes me pissed off with him more.

maybe in not suit to have siblings with such big age diff between us. dont understand why dad's sperm and mother's egg didnt merge into 1 for the nx 1 or 2 yrs after i was born. they just have to merge as 1 SEVEN YEARS after i was born.. whatever. saying these wont help much also.

and, im gonna die at home tmr.. i guess my tummy is in a mess now. which it hurts whenever i eat spicy food.SHIT. no more spicy food for emilene until........................................ dont know when.

im gonna be done with my fnn coursework soon! super happy. i'll be facing the com frm 3pm to 10 pm tmr.

will i be wearing the very very very very very thick spect wheni get old?? @.@